A punch in the gut from a woman
Fucking hurts. The pain is more
Than losing an arm or leg
And is just as permanent.
The shield that protects me
Fails constantly with these women
Allowing them to enter my soul
Chew it up, and spit it out on me.
My heart is too accomodating
Always accepting these bitches
And loving them even after they’re gone.
Forever cursed, I long for a real woman.
A beautiful woman, nondestructive for my heart.
An impossible dream.